Man it hit different when is you in the hot seat! It had different when your family don't want to be targeted by the enemy! It hit different when you aint got enough word in you to find the enemy and you up late at night losing your mind! God is calling us to new levels in him he wants us to go deeper in him and the more we go deeper in him will understand him more and we don't have to go to this person in that person to get a word from God because we can have that relationship Yourself! Love yourselves let the love of God saturate you so that you can be the light that he has called you to be in this dark world!