I talk about Leah and Rachel- and the tension, jealousy, longing and pain. I talk about how even with that going on Ruth 4:11 says- be like Rachel and Leah, both of whom built up the house of Israel. God is working no matter what we are going through! We all have similar feelings to what they were feeling at times- but we have Jesus, that we can hold on to no matter what. He is hope!