I've been feeling out of my body recently, like I can see myself from outside of my body. I can see myself not totally aligned with who I want to be, but I can tell I'm on the right path. Trusting others has always been difficult for me; between failed friendships, relationships, and connections with coaches or professors, trust is something I don't give out trust and takes A LOT to earn. I've always taken care of myself and rarely relied on others to be there for me; my parents taught my brother and me that we are responsible for our happiness and that being solely dependent on anyone else was a disastrous plan.

While it laid out an excellent foundation for myself, it has also made it very difficult to feel like I can depend on others. I'm basically TOO GOOD and leaving people that I realize I may not even give people a chance, so that's where discernment has come into place. Check out this episode to see how I'm navigating this journey.