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Sorry for the extended hiatus.
I recorded this without the usual intro because I could not pretend I was fine. Sometimes the most honest faith sounds like a quiet room, a song playing in the background, and a voice admitting, “I feel far from God right now.” If you’ve ever felt pressure to be polished, spiritual, or put-together, this is a permission slip to come back to what matters most: closeness.
A worship track stirred something in me, and I followed that thread into a journal entry that turns into a prayer. I sit with Psalm 28:7, not as a feel-good slogan, but as a destination I want to reach again. We talk about what it’s like when joy feels out of reach, when your “songs” feel unheard, and when fear makes you question whether love will still be there tomorrow.
The turning point is learning to spot transactional thinking: the belief that love must be earned, repaid, or maintained through performance. I explore why trying to control the future can steal the love available right now, and how trust can be true even when feelings lag behind. If you’re searching for Christian encouragement, honest prayer, worship-inspired reflection, and a simpler relationship with God, press play. Subscribe, share this with a friend who needs it, and leave a review with the line that hit you the hardest.