Recently was the date of the cancelled Eurovision Song Contest 2020.    

But rather than late the date pass without ceremony, I set up a studio in my garage and hosted my own.  I sang a few songs, did all the video editing and pulled the show together.  I even presented it live and coped with the internet went down halfway through the broadcast.

Only confident, charismatic people can do that sort of stuff, right?

We are all contradictions, and we're all moulded and beaten into shape by the people and circumstances around us.

In maybe the most raw and personal episode yet, I talk about being a contradiction, and what life may be life without anxiety.