I truly believe that when a woman embraces her sensual expression, she opens herself up to some of the deepest healing and expansion of her spiritual journey. And when she gives herself permission to do a lil more pu$$y poppin, she'll find herself reclaiming her power and coming home to her Truth.

In this episode, I share how sensual embodiment became one of the core pillars in my life as a hot and holy woman- and how it has supported me through sobriety, owning my expression, reclaiming my self-trust and self-worth, and building a relationship with God.

I open up about the years I spent giving my power away through drugs, alcohol, sex, and men- and how coming back into my body helped me reclaim the parts of myself I had abandoned, particularly the parts I had been taught to hide, hate, or be afraid of.

We dive into the difference between sensuality and performative sexuality, what it means to feel your emotions instead of trying to “fix” them, and how to discern anxiety from intuition and the voice of God. I also share how this work has transformed my relationship to men and friendships with women, strengthened my ability to trust where God is leading me, and opened me up to opportunities that began falling into my lap because I was finally able to receive God’s provision through my sensual, feminine energy. Alignment baby!

Sensuality isn’t always pretty, soft, or sexy. Sometimes it’s raw, primal, messy, vulnerable, and uncomfortable as f*ck, but when a woman learns to listen to her body, trust her wisdom, and own every part of who she is? That’s when life gets really freaking juicy.

If you’re ready to stop living from your head, come home to your body, and become wildly magnetic to everything God and life have in store for you, this episode is for you.

Let us pray!

My relationship with God didn’t come from blindly following the rules of organized religion or the Bible. It came from questioning, resisting, leaving, healing… and eventually finding my own way back.

In this episode, I’m taking you through my journey with God- from Catholic school and church as a little girl, to the really uncomfortable moments and experiences within religion, what I was being told about God that just didn’t sit right with me, and to finding myself at a very cult-like retreat where my body was screaming at me, "this is not right!"

I also share why I distanced myself from religion, what began shifting as I went deeper into my own healing, and how getting sober from alcohol and cocaine ultimately brought me into a relationship with God more intimate than anything I had experienced before.

I believe our relationship with God is sacred, deeply personal, and intimate- and no person, institution, or definition of what a “woman of God” should be gets to replace our own communion with Him.

And surprisingly, one of the things that has brought me even closer to God has been daily prayer and my sensual embodiment journey, which can be really uncomfortable and challenging for a lot of people who are undoing the dogmatic religious programming.

But learning to come home to my body taught me how deeply a woman’s body knows Truth and know God. It taught me to listen. To trust. To feel the difference between fear, conditioning, outside noise, and the quiet knowing of God’s voice within me.

Today, God is woven into the way I live, the decisions I make, the people I surround myself with, and the woman I’m becoming. And if you decide to come along on this Hot & Holy journey with me, you should know that we’re gonna talk about God in every single episode.

So if you’ve been questioning, navigating, or even feeling nervous or scared about your own relationship with God- but somewhere in your heart you know you desire His love and guidance, you desire a deeper relationship with Him, and you want that relationship to be rooted in love rather than fear and shame- this episode is for you.

You’re allowed to ask questions. You’re allowed to use your discernment. And you’re allowed to have a relationship with God that feels intimate, true, and sacred to you.

This episode is just the planting of the seed... because as the Hot & Holy podcast unfolds, we’re going deeper- with God, with ourselves, with our bodies, with our self-expression, and with what it means to become the hot & holy woman He created you to be.

Buckle up, baby, because the hot & holy journey officially begins here.

In the very first episode, I share the vision, frequency, and prayer behind this podcast… and get brutally honest about the fear, perfectionism, and broken promises that almost kept me from creating it.

This isn’t a podcast about becoming more polished, palatable, or pretty- it’s about releasing the masks, beliefs, and identities that don’t serve you and becoming exactly who God created you to be: messy, authentic, wildly expressed, fully alive and tuned in & turned on to your pu$$y pulsing desires.

Inside this episode, we’re talking about:

• why authenticity requires us to embrace the raw, feral, complicated parts of ourselves
• how perfectionism quietly shatters our confidence, devotion, and self-trust
• finding the courage to be misunderstood, disappoint people, and outgrow old identities
• releasing inherited shame around faith, femininity, desire, sensuality, self-expression, and taboo topics
• creating a sacred relationship with God that feels honest, intimate, and uniquely yours
• and more!

Think of this podcast as your altar and a scared place where every version of you is welcome- the wise soul, the messy human, the devoted woman, the feral baddie, the parts you celebrate, and the parts you’ve been taught to hide.

And I’m also here to remind you that you are already whole, worthy, and deserving, and you don’t have to prove a damn thing to receive God’s love and the life you want.

Welcome to the ride. It’s about to get hot, holy, and unapologetically real.

Let us pray.