Fully surrender to God, not partially. Obey His commands for your life, and you can know the life of abundance that He came to offer. Victory through Christ is within our grips, if we choose to fully surrender to God whatever has a hold on us. Obey Him, even if you don't really want to right now, and discover the genuine and eternal satisfaction that can only come from fully surrendering to God.
God has designed our world so that spiritual beliefs are often mirrored in the physical, if we are willing to see them there. If you are, and if you'll desire God's ways above your own, simply ask Him to show you when you are being tempted by your own desires. Unlike receiving the gift of salvation, which is ours the moment we ask Christ into our hearts, fully surrendering to God is a choice we must make with every breath and fiber of our being.