Lyrics:

All these incisions

From a common blade

There was no rational

Expressed self hate

Heavy breathes

Hesitate

Self made wounds

Exposing

Punctured skin

Limbs lacerated

What have I done

This feels dumb

I did this to myself

There’s no relief

I said this won’t happen again

Yet I did it again

I’m in fear

I fear myself

I hate myself

Fucked up myself

Am I weak

Am I strong

Am I in control

Do I want control

My delusions think this is for the better

Wondering whether if this is what I deserve