How confusing and bewildering and fascinating it is to carry this particular configuration of variables. Having this Brain and Mind can be deeply unsettling and distressing, if it is not nurtured correct and taken care of by the right environment. But how deeply magical, surreal and fantastic it is to live with this Right Mind and Left (Strategic) Brain. In addition to having a strategic mind, I am carrying the magic of the future: the receptivity of the Rave.