𝐇𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐦.⠀

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For so many years I was living in the truths of my father.⠀

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His truth about what perfect means, his truth on what being a woman means, his truth of what family should look like in public and how it really felt behind the closed doors.⠀

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I believed his stories about how unfair, hard, and silly this life is.⠀

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I was going through depression, confusion, and eating disorder trying to look for the answers in toxic relationships of what love is.⠀

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Until I found another of my boyfriends cheating on me.... at that moment I DECIDED to⠀

𝐖𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬𝐧’𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝.⠀

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And no it wasn’t as poetic as this sounds.⠀

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I was on my knees asking the Universe, the source, God, whoever might listen to take the pain away.⠀

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To give meaning to my life.⠀

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And it wasn’t until I decided to say NO to things, people and opportunities that don’t align with MY idea of what’s RIGHT that I finally stopped 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬.⠀

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Not only because it was a full moon, not only because we are stepping into a new decade BUT because 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐲 ask yourself:⠀

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What am I ready to 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝?

Ps. My heart was so overflowing in Bali that I wanted to bring that healing back to you here.