If your salvation is a result of your being “good enough”, what you got was not grace! And, while many Christians sing, "Jesus paid it all", they don't really live like He did! Instead of focusing on the sin in your life, focus on the unbelief (areas in which you don’t trust God) in your life. Then, instead of constantly struggling and failing, you'll experience God giving you the victory! Whoever has faith, to him more shall be given, and he will have an abundance; but whoever does not have faith, even what he has shall be taken away from him. Our faith determines whether the mysteries of heaven are revealed to us or not. (Matthew 13:11-12) With you all things are possible… if you believe! (Mark 9:23)