a poem by me (siir bana aittir💗) --How

how could you

ive been waiting for you

but you were already gone when i realized you left me there

it was dark and filthy

you left me there

i wanted to cry so bad but i couldnt

how could you

it was so black that i couldnt even saw anything, even myself

i tried to push myself to the outside.

but i couldnt.

in that moment i wanted your hands so bad.

maybe they would reach to mines

maybe you could save me then,

but it was dark

and i was so scared

i waited for you.

i tried to stay alive, so you would be happy when you come back.

but you were already on your own way.

you were gone.

and i was the stupid.

you were the brutal.

how could you

you are still the brutal

and i would have never done this to you

-tanya