I aint no rookie, use to skip school play hookie,

Dressed in all blue like Tookie

Williams, that's crip for you civilians

I know what you think, fuck your opinions,

Shit, Yall N- just minions,

Following the blind, me and mine, we climb, buildings

Fiending, addicted to the grind, we heathens

By design, trying to fight these demons

Truth is, I hate dreaming,

Cuz every morning, I wake up screaming

For no reason, clutching at the FN, staring into heaven

Cuz In my nightmares I can't stop squeezing

wake up Freezing, covered in sweat, my lady,

say baby, just keep breathing,

my breaths uneven Regrets, like ghost,

I Close my eyes, but I can still see them

I ain't no Rookie, no pussy, no mark, no wussy

Please God, don't push me,

This ain't my first day, ain't my first time,

ain't my first track, ain't my first rhyme,

Look back at my body of work,

All I do is put in work

My enemies, I put on shirts,

Embrace the pain, I love how good it hurts

Its just words, to you, but to me its life

You don't know how much I've sacrificed, in this life

I didn't know how hard it'd get

blood and tears in these bars I spit

For so many years, I almost quit

But I'm too strong, to do that, shit

Those who know me, show me love, for real

Those who hate me, they respect the real

Russian roulette, how I spin that wheel

Come correct, cuz Disrespect will get you killed

I ain't no Rookie, no pussy, no mark ,no wussy

Please God don't push me,

On everything I love, I'll burn this whole shit down

Pound for pound, rounc for round, that's how I get down

I'm a veteran, a vet in this game, I'm insane,

I blame those who made me, this way

then betrayed me, they say, I've lost my way

Lately, I feel the same way

abortion was an option, Or adoption,

I'm toxic, cuz I was bred on toxins

Neurotic, psychotic, so many boxes

To put me in,

counted me out said I could not win

I saw the doubt, coach put me in,

I saw him thinking could he win

Truth is I'm ruthless, and love beef like ruth chris

Plot like I'm Lucious, my entire empire, got guns we use it

it's not just music,

its so therapeutic

I set fire, I get higher, shoot it, just look where this took me,

I told you, I ain't no Rookie