Sis … when I tell y’all I almost stepped back into a person that I’m desperately trying to escape … I’m so proud of myself for staying strong and I analyzed myself and checked myself about it. As sad as I honestly felt it was more of a moment of joy. It let me know that I am in fact strong that I can truly step into the woman that I’m destined to be and.. even in that moment of realization I also mourned an old me. The me that wanted it to be what it used to be . . . But truly I know that it could never