I look back nine years to a pivotal point in my breakdown as a capable person that foreshadows the many rock bottoms to come. A big break up, 3 house moves, a secretive work relationship, an unplanned pregnancy and toxic workplace prove too much as my body gives up in an attempt to steer me in a new direction.

As I experience a loss of control over my body-from brain fog, severe skin reactions & body pain, to hair loss, a precancer diagnosis & sensitivities to almost every food, chemical & weather pattern-I appear to develop an allergy to life itself.

Hoping for a promising start as I move into a new home, instead the house eerily reflects the state of my inner dysfunction-a shaky foundation & crumbling facade...infested with ants. As the noise of life becomes unbearable & the ants continue to swarm through the walls, suppressing reality no longer works and I am forced into stillness.

*Heads up* I briefly mention abortion & a sexual experience

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