For a long time, I thought I was hard to love.

But the truth? I was chasing what felt familiar.

In this episode, I’m talking candidly about the kind of love I learned growing up — avoidance, silence, emotional distance — and how that shaped the way I showed up in relationships. I confused anxiety with chemistry. I confused chasing with passion. I confused intensity with depth.

This isn’t about blaming anyone.

It’s about taking responsibility. Unlearning. Choosing peace over pursuit. And allowing God to reintroduce me to what love actually is.

If you’ve ever felt like you were “too much” or “hard to love,” this conversation is for you.

And if no one has told you… I see you. And damn, it’s beautiful.