wow. what an episode. desperation strikes again!! listen to me rant about my dream boyfriend for a good thirty minutes, is this manifesting.. or just a mentally ill individual? i simply cannot tell anymore. on the plus side..music has been ruling my life lately and i'm not mad about it. boy talk aside, i also discuss how i spent a lot of my life living it for other people and how i am finally feeling like myself again, post breakup. i am determined to keep myself inspired and excited to start creating art again :D