This week, I discuss whether or not my diagnoses are fuel to relight my pentecostal fire. I explore why it's difficult to exist as the same person in many of the same spaces, with so much new information about myself and the world. I have deconstructed my fundamentalist, literalist belief system and I have decolonized my mind. I have returned to the divine nature of my being and I honor those who look like me who are my ancestors who gave their blood and bones for me.