I choose God over everything!

Anytime, I get an opportunity to reflect on my very humble existence. I choose God over everything.

I’ve been laughed at, mocked, spoken about negatively in my absence and to my face that God will not come down from heaven to bail me out. Different reasons why this statement was made to towards me. With time, I’ll share.

It used to bother me when negative things were being done to me or said to me because as a person of faith, you want to believe no matter the situation, God will always be there for you. And yes, before you ask, “how do you know people were talking about you behind your back” because people have said “oh so and so, said this and that about you.. I was not there when whatever was been said was been said. Yes, it hurts to know people think a certain way about you and say hurt or mean things.

With my current journey and growth process, I now struggle less and hurt less. I take it as someone has to hear that on my behalf in other for me to know other people‘s perception of me, or people do not have the courage to say things to my face because of their insecurity or they are hurting and project their feelings towards me as the next person they pick to bully or want to hurt because they are hurting. I also take it as a learning experience for me to self reflect and make personal changes as assessed, so I don’t mirror what’s being done to me to others. Although gossip is still gossip if we are being honest. No one likes to be seen or spoken about negatively.

I’ve come to learn that you cannot fix people or change people but can only guide them from your experiences. That is why I chose God over everything to guide me, and to align me with people that are guided by God’s intervention.

The truth is choosing God over everything is a way of life and not the easiest choice in the world today but the best and only choice for me.

The truth is when I choose God over everything, I’m choosing peace of mind over chaos.

Choosing God over everything allows me to stay grounded and not get lost in the darkness the world is offering through bad experiences and bad energy.

Choosing God over everything is an experience everyone should have in their lifetime. Like who seriously and honestly does not choose peace of mind over war.

As we all face whatever our demons are, remember to walk in your truth.

The truth is that we will talk more about how my faith has helped me on my journey so far and how choosing God over everything is the best decision I’ve made for me. Continue to stay true to self until next time.