the title pretty much sums it all, i honestly don't know who i am anymore, what i'm passionate about, and just... a lot. i'm feeling very lost. like i lost a version of myself that i used to love. i've been feeling this negativity for the past two weeks already and i wanted to make a podcast episode about it to maybe it'll make me feel better, and sharing you all of my journal entries the past two weeks as well. in the end, i did put some factors slowly but surely, i'll find my sparkle again.