Tonight I'm displeased

My hurricane starts with a breeze now

This life force beneath me

Is nothing more than broken pieces

I hold back, frustrated

Try to reel in all that hatred

Sick of all those smug faces

Going to go where madness takes me

Why I tried I'll never quite decide

I hate you

No knight in armour ever by my side

I hate you

This life disaster still torments my mind

I hate you

I'd like the rapture to commence tonight

I hate you

I'm sore and I'm livid

I think of all that was but isn't

Caught in a spring blizzard

Wish I could pay one more visit

My head's out the haze now

I've been clean for 7 days now

Now life has no pleasure

Slit my wrists please, with a razor

I'm freaking

On the rooftops

Shouting and screaming

For the very last time

That I'm leaving

My knuckles white

And I'm seething

I am not fine

Not really