Although I was not aware at the time, I learned that I never recovered from my first heartbreak. All of the relationships that came after that, were just stomping on my already broken heart. But I didn’t want to let them go because I knew they were filling a void inside of me. This was the reason why it was so hard to let them go; I accepted other forms of pain in exchange for the illusion of love. 

Over the years, I have negotiated with myself what type of pain I am willing to endure for the sake of companionship. Unfortunately, I never experienced a real, balanced and healthy relationship. Have you ever accepted any form of pain in exchange for love? I hope that my experience helps you observe yours and prompts you to ask questions regarding your romantic relationships. 

Much Love, 

Alejandra 

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