This episode has a whole bunch of feelings. From feeling as if the content being uploaded is not good enough, being bored, feeling overwhelmed, and not knowing what he needs. Alex feels like he needs something, and he does not know what it is. He has been trying to distract himself with movies, tv shows, and his phone but it does not seem to work. This episode is a venting episode. Alex gets out what he is feeling and thinking. If you enjoyed this episode, follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode out every week. Follow the podcast socials @thediarypodcast or follow Alex @_inmyownheadtoo