Delving back into my original love, how it felt and what it meant and all the points that we met up through my life again and again and again - like reminders (hey Soph, I’m still here, remember me?) Why didn’t I go there then? What is meant to be at that point? I suggest not, there was other learning to be done - but whenever it resurfaces, it has new meaning and I pay attention more and more. Nothing is accidental. The healing has commenced.