This life was not meant to be fought by alone. There will be a certain point of your life where you realize that this world is to hard and will keep giving you a beating until you finally swallow your pride and surrender. Jesus Christ fought and won the battle you are facing on the cross. It took me a while to realize that giving up and surrendering to Jesus was the solution to all my problems. Give Him your Yes and have confidence that whatever obstacle you face, His blood has already overcame it.