I know the innermost fears of many of my peers, and all because I have them, too, and they are the same as everyone else. Many people will be surprised, but I have heard from my friends who conduct psychological research that in fact, a lot of people, including adults, imagine their funeral. The reasons are all different, but the common one is curiosity. As a teenager, I often wanted to take my own life. This is a period when everything falls out of hand, a black streak of failure appears in life, and there is no one to speak out because it is shameful, scary, and why. And then I imagined that I was dead - and here is my funeral, the tears of my loved ones - my mother would have cried the most. My classmates would come to me with their parents and remember who was friends with me. Sadly...