searching you is unlocking certain levels of yourself you had neglected. why do we search for love so hard when we haven’t even secured it with ourselves yet? what is love to you? do you love you? real love exists and the craziest part is realizing it starts with you. you are lovable. you aren’t hard to love. if you feel like this, what/who is making you feel this? self love is so important as only you can validate the authenticity of you. that’s the opinion that matters. anything less is a lack of self awareness of love in yourself. and anything else is a bonus. be sure those around you add value to you and not chaos.