Living for Christ is not always smooth sailing.  Jesus tells us "Ye are in the world but not of the world".  Scripture tells us that "the preaching of the cross is foolishness to the world".  The unbelievers look at us and wonder why we deny ourselves the pleasures of the world, and cannot comprehend what gifts God has bestowed upon us.  The world seems to have everything going for them, but inside they are miserable and broken.  The only comfort they receive is to compel us to join them in their condition so that theirs doesn't seem so terrible.  "Misery loves company".  Do not Break.  When you begin to bend to the will of the world, you will weaken and continuing to do so, eventually break.  Let Jesus be your strength and resist the temptation to bend under the weight of the world trying to weigh you down.