Many times, you are about to get what you need but for whatever reason, you get stuck with the past or that your hands are too busy, so you miss out on the opportunity to gain more since you're too afraid to let go.  You got to learn to let go of what's not working, let go of the past and other things that are not working.  Grow with the new things, open up to receive the new things and accept the new things.  Allow yourself to dream a bit.  DOn't fight for what might not be yours.  If there's any doubt, then, it's not for you.  However, whatever that's yours is yours.  No matter where you end up in the world, no matter what you do, no matter what you become; what's yours is for you.  There's no doubt about that.  

What's yours is yours and it's getting closer but you're not getting nearer because you won't open up and take a leap.  A leap of faith, a leap of trust, a leap in receiving what you've been waiting for all along.  So open your mind to receive. 

Regards,

SistaQueen.