If you survive brain cancer a lot of the stuff that's overwhelming people in this day and age they don't they don't affect me as much as I thought they would so like if a Twitter mob goes after me. I just I just tend to think I'm going to be all right, because once you. Once you've been in that space where you think you've got two years to live and you know that your kids are going to grow up without you and that your wife's going to probably gonana  marry another man, and that you're going to stand in front of you know, God Almighty and then like once you once you walk through that Valley it put some things in perspective that that everybody knows But but doesn't really know and I think you can appreciate that now in a unique way that you know it theologically, you know it, you know the text the teacher even in some way maybe. Maybe get get some of it into your guts. But the man until you're on the precipice, you know until you're the one leaning over that Chasm and and saying by faith that man it had better be about grace alone, or I'm in a lot of trouble.

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