Have you ever wanted someone so bad like you had to HAVE THEM! You went the extra length. You waited after work for them,you wrote them notes erday,you ran and jogged in a park becaise that person runs erday and you wanted to impress them! Or how about you wanted to get to know them so bad that you sabatoge everything in your day to see that person. The same way we do that to get the attention, to b wiling to go out of our way for someone, we have to go out our way to change! We have to do the extreme sometimes! Sometimes God doesn't just show us the answer,tell us the answer, eventually He will send it and you will know. Yet, we have to eagerly want this as bad as we've wanted other things that wasn't even yet that good for us. Or to us. I love ya. B blessed love yaself love people love God above all Else Thoe. Everything we REALLY NEED IS IN HIM !Them desires that He has will come when we delight in HIM! That's scripture yall. Psalm 37:4 Look it up. I wouldn't lie like that. Keep ya head up! Dont give up ! One sec at a time! Peace!!!!!!!!