In the intricate dance of spirituality and materialism, we find ourselves grappling with apathy, much like a log that refuses to catch fire. The Tanya teaches us that when we become ensnared by our worldly desires, our connection to the divine can dim, leaving us feeling cold and distant. Yet, within this struggle lies an opportunity for renewal. By reflecting on our past and acknowledging the desires that pull us away from our spiritual path, we can begin to chop away the heavy layers of materialism. This introspection serves as the kindling needed to reignite our fervor for God, transforming our apathy into a vibrant flame of devotion. In this journey, we learn that even the most distant memory of our spiritual lapses can catalyze a profound return, urging us to dig deeper and embrace a heightened state of teshuvah. The path may be challenging, but it is through this process that we can reclaim our spiritual vitality and illuminate our souls.