If you could hit a "delete" button on your most traumatic memories, would you do it, or are those scars the only thing keeping you grounded in reality?

In this "vacation extension" episode, Bunny and Scott reach back to the very first recording of The Gen-x-istentialists to dissect the burden of knowledge. They dive into the "movies in their heads"—from Bunny’s days filming infectious disease cases at a mortuary college to Scott’s years investigating OSHA fatalities where machines were "kicked in blood and hair."

This is a raw, non-PC audit of why we compartmentalize trauma, why working in the "biz" ruins movies for you, and why being a "true idiot" might actually be the secret to happiness.

Inside the conversation:

• The Mortuary Files: Bunny explains why he traded a "ridiculously good" paycheck for his sanity after filming the victims of murders and infectious diseases.
• The OSHA Gauntlet: Scott describes the specific "JPEGs" burned into his brain from fatality investigations and the emotional weight of talking to next-of-kin.
• The Death of Magic: Why knowing how the "secret sauce" is made means Bunny can’t watch an edit without analyzing lighting, and Scott can’t hear a song without checking the micing.
• D&D as a Rite of Passage: Why Bunny would relive learning the original 1981 version from "cooler older friends" but has zero interest in the "superhero-y" vibes of modern 5E.
• Spirit Animals & Tarot: Re-visiting the seahorse vs. cat debate and why a spiritualist with a calculator is an immediate red flag.
• The Ignorance Debate: A blunt take on why "true idiots" are actually happier than the rest of us and how to drop your "bad shit" on the side of the road.

Whether you're struggling with your own "movies in the head" or just miss the smell of a Ticonderoga pencil, this episode is a soundtrack for the realistically disgruntled.