I'll Just Let Myself In

Gospel artist ANTHNY joins Lish Speaks to talk imposter syndrome, faith, and the stories behind Worship Leader’s Diary. What happens when God opens doors you still don’t feel worthy of walking through?

In this episode of I’ll Just Let Myself In, ANTHNY opens up about learning to receive success, being honest with God, and the real life behind leading worship. Lish also shares how her own experience with worthiness reshaped the way she understands love and faith.

We get into the making of Worship Leader’s Diary—from sampling Fred Hammond, Donald Lawrence, and John P. Kee to blending gospel music with R&B. ANTHNY talks about the album’s collaborations with Naomi Raine, Kierra Sheard-Kelly, Ahjah Walls, and BJ The Chicago Kid, plus why Brandy, Jazmine Sullivan, and The Clark Sisters are on his dream-collaboration list.

After years of writing, singing, and helping other artists shine, ANTHNY shares what the waiting taught him: when the blessing comes, you have to be able to carry it. If you’re an artist, creative, worship leader, or someone trying to stay faithful to a dream, there’s something here for you.

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Albaner Eugene joins Lish Speaks to talk about self-sabotage, Christian relationships, prayer, and finding your momentum when you feel stuck.

On this episode of I'll Just Let Myself In, the author of Momentum: 100 Devotions to Regain Hope for Your Life and Future opens up about childhood social anxiety, the friends who supported him through grief, and how his wife helped him learn to love himself more fully.

We get into the conversations that can change how you see yourself and the people around you:
• Recognizing self-sabotage and letting trusted people challenge your blind spots
• Praying when you feel overlooked, forgotten, or afraid to ask for help
• Finding closure without waiting for someone else to give it to you
• Setting relationship boundaries and separating love from tolerating disrespect
• Building emotional safety, respect, and honest communication in marriage
• Understanding when being overlooked calls for trust—and when it calls for better work

Albaner also shares the story behind his cinematic videos, why your friends aren't always your target audience, and how faith shapes his creative process. We close with his perspective on legacy, loving people well, and defining success beyond recognition.

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Lisa Knowles-Smith joins Lish Speaks for an honest conversation about grief, faith, the story behind “Goodness,” and the gospel legacy of the Brown Singers.

On this episode of I’ll Just Let Myself In, the voice behind “Promises” opens up about losing her mother, continuing to minister through heartbreak, and the scripture that helped her face fear on the road. Lisa shares how Psalm 23:6 inspired “Goodness,” the first song she wrote after her mother’s passing.

We also get into raising children in faith, why it can be hard to feel proud of yourself, and celebrating 50 years of the Brown Singers. Lisa talks about taking quartet gospel to Carnegie Hall, the surprising influence of Queen and classic rock on her musical taste, and how Sarah Jakes Roberts inspired her Loving Me Again women’s retreat.

There’s laughter, real talk about women in ministry, and a reminder that your legacy is already taking shape in the way you live.

If you’re grieving, building something, or trying to stay faithful through a difficult season, I pray this conversation encourages you to keep walking through your God-given doors.

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What do you do when you’re working hard, trusting God, and life still isn’t going as planned? MAJOR., the GRAMMY-nominated soul singer behind “Why I Love You,” joins Lish Speaks on I’ll Just Let Myself In for an honest conversation about faith, career pivots, purpose, and keeping hope when progress feels slow.

Known as the Hope Dealer, MAJOR. shares why changing direction doesn’t mean abandoning your purpose—and how his own journey took him from being called “Choir Boy” to a platinum love song and a No. 1 gospel record. Lish also opens up about her pivot from music to media and the song that helped her through it: “For the Win.”

We get into the story behind “May This Moment Never End,” the deeper meaning of “Why I Love You,” Stevie Wonder’s advice about love, and an honest conversation about waiting until marriage. MAJOR. also explains his open letter to the Recording Academy, his advocacy for independent artists, and the heart behind his unforgettable falsetto. Yes, he sings!

If you’re an artist, entrepreneur, creative, or someone trying to stay faithful through a season of uncertainty, this conversation is for you. Bring your dreams, your questions, and your willingness to take the next step.

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Blair Amanda joins Lish Speaks to talk about faith and purpose, building community in Los Angeles, and creating A Few More Friends—a live music platform for independent artists.

She moved to LA with no friends, family, or connections. What started as backyard music nights became a business built around a simple idea: “Followers watch. Friends show up.” But the move also led her back to a personal relationship with God.

In this episode of I'll Just Let Myself In, we get into the real work of building a business while working a full-time job, choosing the right people for your team, and setting boundaries around your vision. Blair also opens up about growing up as a preacher's kid, people-pleasing, and learning that she doesn't have to perform for everyone's approval.

We talk about:
• Supporting independent artists and building genuine community
• Making music that reflects your faith outside the gospel genre
• Trusting God's plan when your purpose takes an unexpected shape
• On The Spot, where artists write songs live with the audience
• Christian dating, singleness, and building a stronger foundation
• Enjoying your life now while being honest about what you want next

If you're a creative entrepreneur, an independent artist, or figuring out faith and purpose in your 20s, there's something here for you.

What's one thing you're choosing to enjoy in the season you're in? Tell us in the comments.

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Courtney “Coco” Crosson joins Lish Speaks for an honest conversation about worship, women in ministry, and following God’s calling—even when the people closest to you don’t understand it.

On this episode of I’ll Just Let Myself In, Coco shares the grace behind her testimony, her journey from classical vocal training to gospel ministry, and how she stays grounded when her worship clips go viral. Together, she and Lish talk about the responsibility of Christian influence, protecting your own voice, and living out your faith beyond the stage.

They also get into the cost of obedience, family expectations, spiritual hunger, spontaneous worship, and why even a powerful singer can feel nervous in the recording studio. Plus, Coco shares the heart behind her single “Panim” and its connection to Exodus 33 and the presence of God.

In this episode:
• Following your calling without waiting for everyone’s approval
• Keeping God at the center of social media and music ministry
• Women in ministry and the courage to use your voice
• Musical influences, originality, and spontaneous worship
• Moving from seeking what God can do to seeking His presence

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Erica Campbell sits down with Lish Speaks for an honest conversation about Mary Mary, six Grammys, 25 years of marriage, motherhood, faith, and the courage to keep walking through the doors God opens.

She takes us back to the Mary Mary years and the creative freedom behind songs like “Shackles (Praise You),” “Can’t Give Up Now,” and “Little Girl.” Erica explains why she never accepted the limits people place on gospel artists, what it felt like to launch a solo career when fans still wanted Mary Mary, and why—even after decades of success—every new opportunity can feel like another audition.

The conversation gets especially real around marriage. After renewing her vows with husband Warryn Campbell for their 25th anniversary, Erica shares what she wishes single women and newlyweds understood about vulnerability, fear, forgiveness, and choosing the relationship over winning the argument. She also talks about raising daughters, healing the insecure 13-year-old she used to be, staying grounded as a mother and first lady, and refusing to let fear run her life.

Erica also opens up about playing Cassie in the Lifetime movie “Thou Shall Not Commit Adultery,” the unexpected call that led to her nationally syndicated radio show “Get Up! Mornings with Erica Campbell,” and the lesson behind it all: stay ready, start where you are, and own as much of your creative process as you can.

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When grief tried to choke the life out of him, he wrote a song that sounds like pure joy. 🎹

Worship leader and recording artist Kentrell Ragin sits down with Lish Speaks on I'll Just Let Myself In to talk about the funky new single "Testified" — and the devastating year of loss that birthed it. From losing his mother, father, and grandparents in a single season to battling depression head-on, Kentrell shares how testifying became the very thing that set him free. This is a raw, honest, and inspiring conversation you don't want to miss.

In This Episode:

🎵 The story behind "Testified" — the Prince-inspired, funky gospel joint that almost got thrown away (twice!)

💍 How marriage transformed the way Kentrell worships and finally taught him how to live outside the studio

🙏 The power of testimony as a "lost art" — and why vulnerability from the pulpit and the stage matters now more than ever

💰 Real talk on ministry vs. the music business: navigating favors, knowing your worth, and hearing God on when to say yes (and no)

✂️ "Clock it and block it" — Kentrell's mindset for silencing the critics and accepting the gift God gave YOU

🎤 From a three-year-old on a toy piano to leading worship at Change Church in New Jersey — the journey of a self-taught worshiper

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What happens when gospel royalty gathers under one roof to honor one of their own? I got a front-row seat—actually, the RED CARPET seat—at the 2026 BMI Trailblazer of Gospel Awards celebrating the legendary Kierra Sheard with the Impact Award. And let me tell you, this night was pure inspiration, emotion, and undeniable REAL vocals. 🎤✨

In this episode, I'm taking you behind the velvet ropes so you feel like you were right there with me. From tear-filled tributes to jaw-dropping performances, this recap is one you don't want to miss.

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What if you didn't have to choose between living for God and living out loud? In this powerful conversation, fashion content creator Tiara Jones reveals how she built a thriving brand with over 100K followers—all while keeping Christ at the center. From cutting off her hair to landing major brand deals, this episode will challenge everything you thought you knew about faith, fashion, and following your God-given purpose.

Lish sits down with Tiara Jones—fashion influencer, "Meet Boston" host, and unapologetic woman of faith—for a real, unfiltered conversation about walking through your God-given doors without waiting for permission.

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