In this episode, Lauren shares the story of how she fell in love with her best friend while living in South Korea, and how she royally fucked things up in the end - not just between her and "the man upstairs," but also with others in the friend group who were affected by her shitty decisions. She talks about the poems and letters she never sent, the things she never said, the fucked up way the truth came out, what this journey has taught her and how it's pushing her to be a better, more honest person and less of a piece of shit.