This was hard to write. And it's hard to hear.

16-year-old Cindi Bush shot her first deer on opening day of deer hunting season in Frewsburg, New York, 1971.

Was it beginner's luck?

Or was she a budding skilled marksman?

You decide.

I met with the drunk driver that crashed into Laura and I, twice. I did not kill him

Opening and closing music written and performed by Nate Christian from his album "Wonderland".

Sometimes trauma externalizes itself in mysterious ways. It's like if you eat something nasty that makes you puke or barfL what goes in, must come out.

My experience with PNES Psychogenic Non-Epileptic Seizures and the Cleveland Clinic.

"You can't get pregnant the first time you have sex" is not true.

Ava of Denver

Rocky Mountain HIghs and Oysters

Dead Man Not Walking

PNES seizures.

Introduction (3 mins.) to:

I'm not madd anymore. By Cindi Lamb - My true stories about sex, drugs, revenge, and crazy grace.

A Biweekly Series Published the 1st and 15th of Every Month

In Print, Audio, and Video Slideshow on

cindilamb.com, Substack, YouTube, and wherever you get your podcasts.

Music:

"Drunk” - official theme song for I’m not madd anymore, composed and sung by Nate Christian, from the album Wonderland, with permission:

https://open.spotify.com/track/6QL51IQeg4MKTBuav5FCnf

I'm not madd anymore.

- A Memoir of Tasteless Humor, Vicious Revenge, and Outrageous Grace

True stories of unseemly behavior by Cindi Lamb.

Story Four: "The Hut" - A great place for young run-aways.

Music:

"Drunk” - official theme song for I’m not madd anymore, composed and sung by Nate Christian, from the album Wonderland, with permission:

https://open.spotify.com/track/6QL51IQeg4MKTBuav5FCnf

The Phoenix Has Landed From "I'm not madd anymore." By Cindi Lamb

- A Memoir of Tasteless Humor, Vicious Revenge, and Outrageous Grace

True stories of unseemly behavior by Cindi Lamb.

Bonus Story: "The Phoenix Has Landed" explains how a widow can marry her husband's best friend just six months after his death.

Music:

"Drunk” - official theme song for I’m not madd anymore, composed and sung by Nate Christian, from the album Wonderland, with permission:

https://open.spotify.com/track/6QL51IQeg4MKTBuav5FCnf

I'm not madd anymore.

- A Memoir of Tasteless Humor, Vicious Revenge, and Outrageous Grace

True stories of unseemly behavior by Cindi Lamb.

Story 3: "The Hickey"

The fall of the princess when she was 12.

Music:

"Drunk” - official theme song for I’m not madd anymore, composed and sung by Nate Christian, from the album Wonderland, with permission:

https://open.spotify.com/track/6QL51IQeg4MKTBuav5FCnf

I'm not madd anymore.

- A Memoir of Tasteless Humor, Vicious Revenge, and Outrageous Grace

True stories of unseemly behavior by Cindi Lamb.

Story Two: "The Princess" - The rise of Little Miss Chautauqua County Princess

Music:

"Drunk” - official theme song for I’m not madd anymore, composed and sung by Nate Christian, from the album Wonderland, with permission: https://open.spotify.com/track/6QL51IQeg4MKTBuav5FCnf