In my conversation with physician, cellist, writer, and former child prodigy, Dr. Sarah Carter, we discuss the "classical music machine" and how it overwhelms young people and their families; how her feelings of worthiness were tied to her ability to be "perfect" on the cello; how a major depression at the peak of her musical career led to reclaiming her identity; the pain of leaving a classical music career behind and the pushback from that community; and how medical training has taught her to let go of perfectionism and embrace the vulnerability of being human.