I see home

As a dot in the horizon

Sea waves foam

And the salt makes my eyes run

Torpedoes

Hit the last boat, the skies burn

From every side they come

God damned if the tide won't turn

I can't rest

Lullabies cannot soothe me

Overhead

Summer skies hang on loosely

Playing with death

One more time he just might choose me

I threw everything away

And curiously I gazed

Into the abyss

I've seen what I had to see

While it was gazing in me

I'm being all I can be

Life's got it in for me

I'm just rifle infantry

Into the abyss

I learned from all it could teach

My grasp exceeded my reach

Now I sleepwalk rather than dream

Life's squeezing the joy from me

Prefrontal lobotomy

My feet hurt

I can't stand being this useless

Stomach churns

Darkness dilates my pupils

The tears run

Like a tap that's been loosened

Searching for love and hope

Mending the hurt with dope

I ask too much

I'll never know what the truth is

The past sucked

Let me contemplate the future

Giving a fuck

Is nothing more than a nuisance

Stupid indeed, but brave

Furiously I gazed

Into the abyss

It gave me just what I need

My cradle fell out the tree

My instincts told me to flee

I went where I had to go

Right down the rabbit hole

Into the abyss

In chains when I should be free

My spirit wants off the leash

I'm sick of trying to please

Life makes me want to die

Wave every cunt goodbye