Between Here and Heaven

Into the Darkness: When Trauma Lives On (Part One)


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Columbine, PTSD, Trauma & Addiction Recovery

In this powerful episode of Between Here & Heaven, Tara Delaney sits down with Laura Atkinson to explore the long-term effects of trauma following the Columbine High School shooting.

While the nation remembers April 20, 1999 as a day of tragedy, many survivors have carried invisible wounds for decades. Laura shares the story of her son, Paul (“Pauly”), who survived Columbine but later struggled with unprocessed trauma, PTSD, addiction, and the complex realities of coping after mass violence.

This episode explores:

  • The lasting psychological impact of school shootings

  • PTSD in trauma survivors

  • Addiction as a trauma response

  • Early intervention and trauma-informed care

  • The gap in long-term mental health support

  • Parenting through trauma and substance use

  • Suicide awareness and prevention

We discuss how trauma can live quietly beneath the surface — and why naming it is essential for healing.

This conversation is not about blame. It is about awareness, advocacy, and understanding how trauma affects individuals, families, and entire communities.

⚠️ Trigger Warning: This episode includes discussion of school violence, PTSD, addiction, and suicide.

In Part Two, we explore healing, legacy, and why addiction did not define Paul — love did.

Paul’s life and legacy continue through a foundation and scholarship established in his name, helping future students and honoring the light he brought into the world.
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Tara Delaney
Host & Creator | Between Here & Heaven
Co-Founder & Transformation Coach | Blue Wings Within

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