This is Dirty old man speaking. At his time of my life when all my joints are begging to crack and crumble and when I am unable to sit down or stand up without grunting noises, I have come to realize that my time in life is now shorter ahead than it is behind. And while I ponder at this and how to confront my next set of bills, I grow sad thinking that I may not be able to leave a mark in this world, Ive always seek to transmit the lessons learned, the intricate labyrinths life is made of and have not always succeeded, but this is because I have entered through the wrong angle. I have tried to be subtle, educated and keep my posture with societies rules. Not anymore.