Narcasists prey on your weaknesses and fears. They have no emotions or very shallow emotions. Maybe you empathize with a narcissists. This where he can keep you as his victim. Maybe you have memories with the narcissists and remember those momories was fake because the narcasists has a mask on. Now your strengths. Your strength can be emphasizing with others going through the same thing as you. This is where the narcasists gets mad. Because you are ignoring him pushing him aside. And he can't hold you as his victim anymore. Also, thirst for knowledge keeping that value with you at all times. And remember it's not your fault.