A long time ago I went on that spiritual quest. It’s like I went from believing that God is real to knowing that God is real. You get to a point where you have to lean on faith and let God provide a way as I put his kingdom first. I may or may not still do music . I probably will but I have to start preaching his word more. The world will try to distract you with material possessions but if you have to sin in order to get them then it is not from God. It’s ok to work hard and have nice things but some of this music has gotten out of control. I think people are waiting for somebody to make it make sense. One person can make a significant change in world through faith. Imagine more than one. Peace