haaaa it's almost summer. im sitting on my bed. reading. it's midnight. it's summer. my window is open and cool wind is blowing. it is cloudy but i can see the moon shining through the clouds. the crickets are very loud but very soothing. my room smells dusty and warm and no one else exists. the feeling never goes away. everything is quiet and im at peace. my mom comes into my room. asks about you. i cannot say anything. how could i. its almost summer