Often times we don't realize it, but we can and is impatience at times, I have realized with all that has been going on within this year of 2020. We / I lacked patience. It is now more than ever that I actually understand in depth more what this particular passage is saying. Things don't move as fast as how I / we  would like or how we would want it to, but even so we should and need to have patient. This year is a year I believe is building our patience.