okayyyy this episode is a JUICY one. i sat down with my friend Audrey Rainwater — dark feminine astrologer, mentor + pro dominatrix — for a conversation about what it actually looks like to stop dimming the parts of yourself you've been taught are too much.

we talk dark feminine energy, SLUT frequency (sexy, lucrative, unstoppable + trailblazer), desire, magnetism, sex work, shame, relationships + what Audrey has learned from having a literal front row seat to the taboo side of human experience.

Audrey also shares how motherhood became one of the catalysts for reclaiming her power, how astrology helped her realize that the parts of herself she had been ashamed of were actually connected to her life's work, and why sometimes having a map for WHO YOU ARE is the thing that finally gives you permission to trust yourself.

we get into:

dark feminine energy + feminine dominance
why sexy + magnetic doesn't actually LOOK one specific way
desire + pleasure as a pathway back to yourself
sex work, shame + owning an unconventional life
what Audrey has learned about men, women + relationships through her work
astrology, Lilith + finding confirmation of your life's work
and what happens when you finally stop giving a fuck about people's projections and give yourself permission to LIKE WHAT YOU LIKE.

this conversation is spicy, honest, fascinating + SO Audrey. 🌶️

work with Audrey: Audreydanae.com

work with Ellisa: https://stan.store/byellisamccoy

okayyyy this episode is a JUICY one. i sat down with my friend Audrey Rainwater — dark feminine astrologer, mentor + pro dominatrix — for a conversation about what it actually looks like to stop dimming the parts of yourself you've been taught are too much.

we talk dark feminine energy, SLUT frequency (sexy, lucrative, unstoppable + trailblazer), desire, magnetism, sex work, shame, relationships + what Audrey has learned from having a literal front row seat to the taboo side of human experience.

Audrey also shares how motherhood became one of the catalysts for reclaiming her power, how astrology helped her realize that the parts of herself she had been ashamed of were actually connected to her life's work, and why sometimes having a map for WHO YOU ARE is the thing that finally gives you permission to trust yourself.

we get into:

dark feminine energy + feminine dominance
why sexy + magnetic doesn't actually LOOK one specific way
desire + pleasure as a pathway back to yourself
sex work, shame + owning an unconventional life
what Audrey has learned about men, women + relationships through her work
astrology, Lilith + finding confirmation of your life's work
and what happens when you finally stop giving a fuck about people's projections and give yourself permission to LIKE WHAT YOU LIKE.

this conversation is spicy, honest, fascinating + SO Audrey🌶️:)

work with Audrey: Audreydanae.com

work with Ellisa, book your Gene Keys Reading or join the Healing Bubble: https://stan.store/byellisamccoy

hiii babe!

this Virgo season we're being asked to evaluate our mission + business. are we FULLY AUTHETNIC and aligned to our genius OR are we lacking boundaries and giving our energy and power away? the true question is how do you feel the MAJORITY of the time? if you've been feeling EXHAUSTED like you're forcing things UPHILL, you may be operating from limiting beliefs. Truly, a simple PERSEPCTIVE shift of aligning back to your mission can unlock the life force energy you need to SHOW UP and FLOWWW! aligning back to the DIVINE WILL is the best way to reconnect with your life's work. :)

If you have Gene Key 40 or gate 40 in your human design, this is a special episode because i dive deep into the shadow, gift, and siddhi! and share personal examples of how this shows up in my life.

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xx!

Welcome friend! This week I had the pleasure of interviewing the beautiful Karolin Velliste and we got to talk all things spirituality, relationships, self-love, channeling + what it actually looks like to deeply accept ALL parts of yourself.

Karolin Velliste | Intuitive Healer + Channel

Karolin is an intuitive healer and channel who specializes in relationship + self-love work. Her work is deeply intuitive AND practical, helping women connect deeper to themselves, move through their emotions + triggers, and receive guidance directly from Spirit through her one-to-one intuitive healing sessions.

I've personally had a session with Karolin and her ability to channel is SO powerful, so I was very excited to have her on and ask her all the things! Karolin is also a Portal of You OG, and it was an honor to support her and peel back the layers of her genius. :)

In this episode we talk about:

• Karolin's journey from being an atheist to developing a deep relationship with God + spirituality
• how she discovered her ability to channel + developed her intuitive gifts
• learning to TRUST what comes through instead of questioning if you're making it all up
• how we both have Gene Key 48 in our Vocation + the shadow of inadequacy that can come up when sharing our gifts
• why relationships can bring up some of our deepest wounds, insecurities + triggers
• the difference between wanting to know "does this person love me?" and doing the deeper self-love + relationship work
• why seeking external validation can become a bandaid for the deeper part of you that doesn't feel worthy or loved
• learning how to regulate your own emotions instead of making someone else responsible for making you feel okay
• why you DON'T have to be perfectly healed to receive healthy love
• whether your partner actually needs to be "spiritual" + why having aligned values can matter so much more
• how relationships can be one of our biggest spiritual training grounds — bringing up the parts of ourselves we might never meet when we're alone
• learning to love and accept even the messy, uncomfortable + "unlovable" parts of yourself
• riding the waves of our emotions instead of trying to push them away or immediately fix them
• Karolin's intuitive sessions, love readings + the different ways you can currently work with her

Connect with Karolin:
www.instagram.com/karolinvelliste

Work with Karolin:
karolinvelliste.podia.com

book your Divine Love Reading: https://karolinvelliste.podia.com/soulmate-alignment-reading

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Connect with me: www.instagram.com/iamellisamae

Book a Human Design, Gene Keys, or Akashic Records Reading with me: https://bookwithellisa.as.me/

okay this episode is with one of my favorite human beings, amazing friend + literally the QUEEN OF CONFIDENCE, madi maple ♡

and we went EVERYWHERE lol.

madi shares what confidence actually looked like before she became the person we see today — growing up feeling like there was something inherently wrong with her, constantly filtering herself, dimming herself + feeling guilty for the things she genuinely liked.

we talk about how confidence is NOT something that just naturally came to her. it’s something she had to build. and how the same work that helped her stop hating herself is the work that eventually helped her build a 7 figure business.

we get into how she started her business before she even really knew what the coaching industry was, recording her first podcast like 15 TIMES, listening back while she was doing DoorDash + absolutely ripping herself apart 😭 until she finally said fuck it and PUT IT OUT.

and instead of obsessing over funnels, positioning + trying to look like an authority… she started helping people.

“how can i serve people?”

free coaching. free masterclasses. free ebooks. talking to people. actually CARING about people.

which turns into a whole conversation about something i think the online business world desperately needs to hear: sometimes you actually have to put in the fucking WORK and build something brick by brick.

we also talk about why being fully yourself is one of the best things you can do for your brand — even the weird, silly, spiritual, partying, festival-going parts of you.

because how are you supposed to attract SOULMATE CLIENTS if the version of you they’re meeting online isn’t even really you???

and then somehow we end up in one of my favorite stories of the entire episode LOL — madi breaking off her engagement, selling everything she owned, packing a suitcase + booking a ONE-WAY FLIGHT TO COSTA RICA because she knew she needed to go experience a completely different life.

we talk about relationships where nothing is technically “wrong” but you still can’t ignore the pull inside of you… her digital nomad era, finding her way back to herself + eventually finding her way back to henry.

ANDDD we get into the side of entrepreneurship nobody really shows you.

yes, madi has built an incredible life. retreats. travel. freedom. friends. her soulmate. a 7 figure business.

and she also works her fucking ass off 😂

we talk about focus management, balancing feminine intuition with actual STRUCTURE, doing the needle-moving things in your business + why “$50k in 7 days while barely working” marketing can completely distort what building a business actually looks like.

finally, we get into the deeper work of confidence — comparison, overthinking, people pleasing, perfectionism, boundaries, nervous system regulation, identity + becoming the version of yourself who actually believes she is worthy of the BIG SHIT she wants.

this conversation is honestly business, relationships, confidence, identity, sisterhood, authenticity + becoming MORE of who you actually are all rolled into one.

i love madi so much and i am so excited for you guys to hear this one ♡

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find Madi:
Instagram — @madimaple
podcast — breaking butterfly

work with Madi- https://www.madimaple.com

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find Ellisa:

Instagram- @iamellisamae

book your gene keys reading or join the Healing Bubble Membership: https://stan.store/byellisamccoy

this episode is JUICY.

i sat down with Cyn, spiritual guide + creator of cycle breakers, for a conversation about what it actually looks like to BREAK the cycles you were raised in + have the courage to choose yourself.

cynthia shares her story of being with someone for almost half of her life, building an entire life together, having children, moving across the country + eventually realizing that even though everything looked “good” from the outside… she wasn't happy.

we talk about those tiny intuitive hits that tell you something isn't right, what happens when you keep ignoring them, and how fucking HARD it can be to leave something you still have love for.

we also get into motherhood + trying to parent differently than you were parented, family wounds, anger + the shame we can carry around our shadowy reactions, and why healing doesn't mean you suddenly become a perfect person who never gets triggered again.

PLUS we get into cynthia's spiritual gifts + her ability to pick up on when something in someone's life needs to END — whether that's a relationship, a job or an entire chapter.

we talk about:

♡ leaving relationships + choosing yourself
♡ learning to actually TRUST your intuition
♡ breaking generational cycles as a mother
♡ why healing doesn't mean never getting triggered again
♡ spiritual gifts + recognizing endings
♡ using your voice + throat chakra work
♡ turning the shit you've actually lived through into the work you're here to do
♡ why sometimes the thing you're most equipped to help someone through is the exact thing you've had to overcome yourself
♡ cynthia's new cycle breakers membership + creating a space for REAL, vulnerable conversations

this conversation is raw, funny, vulnerable + VERY real.

because sometimes cycle breaking isn't about fixing what already exists.

sometimes it's finally admitting...

this chapter is DONE.

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CONNECT WITH CYN: Instagram & tiktok @healwithcynthia 

Podcast: RandomSpirit 

website: www.randomspirithealing.com

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CONNECT WITH ELLISA:

Instagram & tiktok: @iamellisamae

Book your Gene Keys Reading, join the Healing Bubble membership: https://stan.store/byellisamccoy

xx, love you!

there are people out there RIGHT NOW that have had their lives CHANGED by you just being you... and you have NO IDEA!!!! even outside of your paid offers people are inspired by you just you BEING YOU. 

i experienced a really synchronistic moment when I went to get my oil changed today and it's something that happens all the time... and we don't even know. 

YOUR PURPOSE is so much bigger than just your business, and WHO YOU ARE inspires change in everyone around you.

want to listen to my private podcast on Gene Key 29??? join the Healing Bubble membership where i drop the weekly cosmic forecasts! 

https://stan.store/byellisamccoy/p/welcome-to-the-healing-bubble-membership

book your Gene Keys reading or apply to Portal of You, my 6 month private initiation into the study of YOU!

https://stan.store/byellisamccoy

xx, love youuu!

in this episode, i’m sitting down with the beautiful Holly Ransom — somatics + authentic expression coach, countercultural yoga witch, nervous system whisperer, and one of the most genuinely EMBODIED humans i know.

and honestly… this conversation went EVERYWHERE in the best possible way lol.

we talk about our experiences with sobriety + how much of drinking for both of us was really about disconnecting from ourselves, our bodies, our emotions, and even intimacy.

we get into holly’s journey with yoga + spirituality, how she found her way back to her purpose, and what it actually looks like to stop trying to follow the external template of what your life or business is “supposed” to look like.

we also talk about heartbreak — and the really fucking painful seasons where you can’t possibly see what exists on the other side yet.

because sometimes the thing you’re desperately trying to hold onto is ALSO the thing taking up all the space for what wants to come next.

holly shares how the ending of a relationship she thought was her future opened up SO much energy in her life — for her business, friendships, travel, love, healing, and ultimately a version of herself she hadn’t met yet.

we also get into:

✨ gene keys + learning to recognize when you’re operating from force vs. FLOW

✨ why you don’t have to exhaust yourself to be successful

✨ nervous system work + actually allowing emotions to MOVE through the body

✨ purpose + following the little threads of what keeps lighting you up

✨ bringing the mystical AND the practical together in business

✨ authentic expression, movement, pleasure + literally shaking your ass lol

✨ why your path doesn’t need to look like anyone else’s

✨ and what can happen when you stop looking outside of yourself for all the answers and start LISTENING to what wants to move through YOU

this conversation is really about trusting your path.

trusting the endings.

trusting the weird little breadcrumbs.

trusting what lights you up.

and realizing that maybe you don’t have to fucking try so hard.

maybe there’s a version of your life that feels more spacious, more alive, more YOU — and you get to follow the thread that takes you there. 🦋

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follow Holly + join her Path or Purpose Group Program or catch the next Twerk Shop!!! at www.instagram.com/cyclesandshadowshealing @cyclesandshadowspod  cyclesandshadowshealing.com

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follow me at www.instagram.com/iamellisamae

work together, book a Gene Keys Reading, join the Healing Bubble membership: https://stan.store/byellisamccoy

In today's episode, I'm joined by the incredible Torny Wigum, stage manager, mentor, and founder of The Dancing Heart. Together we explore what it really means to prepare yourself for the spotlight—not by becoming someone else, but by healing the parts of yourself that have been afraid to fully express who you are.

We dive into rejection wounds, somatic healing, intuition, prosperity, following joy, and why saying "yes" to your heart often leads to opportunities you could never have planned.

Whether you're an entrepreneur, creative, healer, or simply someone who knows they're meant for more, this conversation will give you permission to stop hiding and start trusting yourself.

✨ Why visibility feels so scary (and what it's really about)

✨ How rejection wounds quietly shape your life and business

✨ The somatic practice that transformed Torny's confidence

✨ Why preparing your nervous system matters more than perfect strategy

✨ The difference between chasing wealth and living in prosperity

✨ Following your intuition when it doesn't make logical sense

✨ Why joy is one of the most powerful guides you'll ever have

✨ Trusting the unknown and allowing life to surprise you

Instagram: www.instagram.com/tornywigum

Podcast: https://open.spotify.com/show/3rutTqa1rkG60tEDgtip6f?si=da052b3c998f4659

I think we've been thinking about money all wrong.

Money isn't bad (I freaking love money 😂), but I think we've confused wealth with prosperity.

In this episode, we're diving into why someone can make millions and still never feel safe, how prosperity is rooted in relationships rather than accumulation, and why I believe money has so much more to do with purpose, service, and contribution than we've been taught.

We'll explore the Gene Keys Pearl Sequence, Human Design, the Hero's Journey, the three pathways to enlightenment (self, love & relationships, and service), the cycles of nature, and why prosperity isn't something we chase—it's something we become.

We'll talk about why money flows through people, why opening your heart might be the most practical business strategy no one talks about, and why I believe your prosperity grows in direct proportion to the courage you have to let people experience your gifts.

I also share some personal stories, mindset shifts, and the philosophies that have completely transformed the way I think about success, purpose, business, and what it really means to live a prosperous life.

If you're a spiritual entrepreneur, coach, healer, creative, or someone who wants to build a business that's deeply aligned with who you are—not just what you do—I think you're going to love this one. 🩷

If this episode sparked something in you, I have two ways we can explore your unique blueprint together...

🧬 The Prosperity Blueprint Gene Keys Reading (now live!)

This personalized reading is a deep dive into your Pearl Sequence—your Vocation, Culture, Brand, and Pearl Gene Keys—to uncover how you're uniquely designed to create value, build trust, attract aligned opportunities, and cultivate prosperity in a way that feels deeply authentic to you.

https://stan.store/byellisamccoy/p/prosperity-blueprint-pearl-gene-keys-reading <--- book your reading here!

✨ The Portal of You 

If you're ready for a deeper transformation, The Portal of You is my private 1:1 six-month initiation through your entire Gene Keys Hologenetic Profile. Together we'll explore your Genius, Relationships, and Prosperity through personalized Gene Keys transmissions, Human Design, the Akashic Records, and deep integration—so you can stop trying to become someone else and start building a life and business that's an authentic expression of who you already are.

https://stan.store/byellisamccoy/p/the-portal-of-you <--- apply here!

 I'd absolutely love to support you beaty. 🩷