I talk about the 10yrs of depression, suicidal and homicidal thoughts and actions and reasons for them. I regret it every day that passes by when i lost rights to my oldest kid my son in 2010 my ex put a temporary restraining order on me for 16yrs and its been 10 already got 6 yrs left until boy is 18 yrs old in 2026. Talked about mine and his moms love for each other and how things fell about when she dated my best friend a while after we broke up which killed me the most and was and still is unforgivable. Spoke about calling out to the universe on how i want and will become the first Hawaiian Trillionaire in years to come. Spoke of Hawaiian culture and things that I know and dont know how to do but that it is important in Hawaiian culture to share knowledge with family, friends and others who are eager to learn from me. Also, spoke of Gods grace and mercy over my life because i am not supposed to be alive today due to my overwhelming depression and suicidal thoughts. Spoke of having an open-door policy with my children like a book I read recently "The Return of the Prodigal Son" by Henri. No matter what my kids go through in life i want them to always remember and know that I their father/dad will always welcome them back home as my prodigal children no matter what happens between us they will know that they will always be safe with me when they need me, and ill be there to fly or drive to their destination and rescue them with open arms and an open heart and mind.