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Lately, Iโve been sitting with what it means when your love & medicine isnโt received.
When the fullness of who you are canโt be held by someone else and how that hasย nothingย to do with your worth.โ
In this episode, I open the door to the messy middle:
The return of old wounds.
The paradox of loving people whoโve hurt you.
The spiral of healing that brings you back to the same place... only to love it deeper this time.โ
I talk about what happens when we create from alignment versus force, how your energy imprints itself into your creations, and why detaching from the outcome might be the most powerful thing you can do.โ
This is for anyone whoโs ever felt like their love landed on deaf ears.
For the ones who are still learning how to hold their own heart when someone else canโt.
For the creators, the feelers, the ones healing in real time.โ
It's your time to WAKE UP.
Thank you for walking this one with me.
I See You. I Honor You. I Love You.
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For the past few years, Iโve been living in the spaceย betweenย what was and whatโs still becoming.ย
A liminal place where the old no longer fits, and the new hasnโt quite fully landed. โ In this episode, I reflect on what it means toย be in the middle.
The discomfort. The clarity. The surrender.
The knowledge I've been integrating into wisdom in my body. Awareness that goes from stuff I "know" to a way I "AM".
Let's talk about the real magic of why you're in this space, and what to do with it.
This is a sacred invitation to meet yourself right here, right Now becauseย NOWย is where your next chapter begins. โ If youโre also in your in-between era, unsure of whatโs coming but feeling it rise within youโthis oneโs for you. โ It's your time to WAKE UP.
Thank you for Being Here with me!
I See You, I Honor You, & I Love You!
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We often think we want karma for those who wronged us, but what we really crave is to be seen, heard, and validated.
The truth is, closure and peace come from within.
Focus on raising your own vibration and turning that pain into power.
Let go of the need to play god with someone elseโs fate.
Your energy is far too precious to waste on revenge.
It's time to WAKE UP.
Healing is the real justice.
Peace is the loudest answer.
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04:40ย โ Setting the Intentions
09:45ย โ Trigger Warning: Sensitive Content Ahead
13:00ย โ (Part 1) My Story Begins
17:05ย โ Coachella Tickets Promise
19:49ย โ Oscars Offer
20:30ย โ Dubai Invitation
22:39ย โ Brunch & a Weekend in Canada
24:35ย โ Suspicious Airport Switch
26:40ย โ The Last Time I Saw Him
27:40ย โ The Emotional Pull-Away
28:46ย โ The Selfie Incident
31:14ย โ "She's in the Hospital"
32:10ย โ The Story of the "Dead Sister-in-Law"
33:35ย โ Twisted Explanations Unravel
35:45ย โ The Nephew: Another Layer to the Lies
37:45ย โ "Funeral Week"
38:30ย โ The Beginning of the End
40:50ย โ Ghosted the Day of Coachella
45:25ย โ Being Blocked
48:30ย โ (Part 2) More Victims Emerge
51:15ย โ Girlfriend #2, Lies Begin to Crumble
53:20ย โ Whatย Reallyย Happened in Canada
56:50ย โ "Funeral Week": San Diego and Las Vegas Exposed
58:10ย โ The Secret Child Revealed
59:00ย โ "Funeral Week" at Disneyland
59:31ย โ Girlfriend #2 Gets Blocked
59:59ย โ The Selfie Lie
1:00:18ย โ Fearing for the Safety of the Child
1:02:02ย โ (Part 3) It Gets Worse: 13+ Victims
1:04:00ย โ Whatย Reallyย Happened That Weekend: Ghosting 10+ In Person
1:05:00ย โ More Victims Come Forward
1:07:00ย โ Locked Out of Coachella
1:08:00ย โ The Apology Attempt
1:09:00ย โ Addressing the Empty Apology
1:16:00ย โ Lies About Accomplishments
1:20:00ย โ Addressing the Bigger Themes
1:36:00ย โ "Dear Cody"
1:37:00ย โ The Signs I Ignored
1:39:40ย โ The Choice Is His
1:43:00ย โ Iโm Done
1:45:00ย โ Thank You: A Message to the Listeners
This isnโt just a story about lies.
Itโs aboutย predators in plain sight hiding behind charm and status.
And itโs about what happens when a woman stops second-guessing her intuition and startsย telling the truth.
In this raw and revelatory episode, I pull back the curtain on a dangerous man I met through Hingeโsomeone who told me he worked in special effects for Hollywood films, only to unravel into a web of coercion, deception, and deeply dangerous sociopathic behavior.
What started as a whirlwind romance turned into a dark descent into gaslighting, love bombing, and psychological manipulation.ย
I was lied to about everythingโfrom age, to faking a tragic passing of a family member, Coachella tickets, a Dubai trip, from gym sessions that were actually sex parties, to carefully crafted alibis he used to juggle 10+ women in a single week.
Sometimes,ย 10+ women in a single day.
What I uncovered in the days that followed would expose even more disturbing truths:ย
๐น A secret world of high-end sex parties and a dangerous sex addictionย
๐น A pattern of coercive behavior masked as intimacyย
๐น Financial, emotional, and sexual exploitationย
๐น Multiple women, all told they were โthe only one,โ all being manipulated & juggled in real-time
This episode isnโt about revenge.ย Itโs aboutย reclaiming narrative.
He expected silence.
What he got was a microphone.
I speak to the broader issues at play:ย coercion disguised as consent, the aftermath / psychological affects of being gaslit, women ignoring their intuition, and the strength it takes to rise and use your trauma as fuel to keep moving forward when someone has tried to erase your reality.
This is a wake-up call.ย For women. For survivors. For anyone whoโs ever ignored a red flag and asked themselvesย โWas it my fault?โ
This isnโt just my story.ย Itโs a warning.
And it ends with me choosing Truth~ย so another woman doesnโt have to bleed for it.
When one woman speaks the Truth,ย she cracks open the silence for all of us.
So, thank you.
To every woman who has screamed into silence and wasnโt believed.
To those who drowned in their truth because the world refused to hear it.
To the ones who rose anywayโand spoke, and roared, and lit the path with their pain turned power.
To everyone who reached out, who helped me piece this together, who reminded me I wasnโt crazy and that I wasn't alone.
And to every listenerโwho by witnessing this story, is empowering another woman to tell hers.
This is how we rise.ย Together.
It's our time to Wake Up.
In this episode ofย Itโs Time to Wake Up, we dive deep into the transformative journey of reclaiming your power after a breakup (of any type).
We challenge the idea that it's our job to soothe those who hurt us, and instead, we explore the profound power of setting and maintaining healthy boundaries.
Through honest storytelling and actionable insights, we uncover how embracing self-awareness and evolving your consciousness can lead to reclaiming your power.
Learn practical strategies for standing firmly in your worth and expressing self-loveโnot just as a concept, but as a daily practice that honors your energy and transforms your relationships.
Tune in for a heartfelt conversation on turning heartbreak into a catalyst for personal evolution and empowerment.
This episode is all about reigniting your inner strength and reclaiming the life you deserve.
This is your invitation to embrace your path, come back home to yourself, and WAKE UP to the powerful Being that you are.โญ
Ever felt like love disappeared after a breakup? Like youโre suddenly disconnected from something that once felt infinite?
The truth isโLove was never lost.
Love is not something we can be abandoned by, nor is it something external to chase. Itโs always here, always within, always accessible.
The feeling of separation is just an illusion.
In this episode ofย Itโs Time to Wake Up, weโre diving deep into the nature of Love as the essence of all things, how heartbreak distorts our perception, and how to reconnect with the infinite love that never actually left.
โจ Love is not something you findโitโs something youย remember. โจ
This is your invitation to embrace your path, come back home to yourself, and WAKE UP to the powerful Being that you are.๐๏ธ๐ง Tune in now & shift your perspective on Love forever โค๏ธโ๐ฅ
Season 2 is FINALLY here, and weโre diving even deeper into the truth about spiritual awakenings, consciousness, and self-healing. This season is all about coming home to yourselfโunlearning what no longer serves you, embracing your soulโs path, and taking aligned action toward your highest self.Expect raw conversations, cosmic insights, and powerful tools to navigate your awakening journey with clarity and confidence. If youโre ready to expand your mind, heal from within, and step into your true essence in order to become the creator of your own reality and live the life you've always dreamed of... this is your season.โจ Start by diving into Episode 1 of Season 2โจ
โก๏ธ Spiritual awakenings arenโt just a one-time eventโtheyโre a lifelong journey of peeling back layers, unlearning, and returning to the truth of who you are. They can be raw, intense, and even disorienting, but at their core, they are a homecoming to your soulโs True essence.In this first relaunch episode of the "Itโs Time to Wake Up" podcast, we explore the real, unfiltered truth about awakeningsโwhy they happen, how they shape us, and why everything is unfolding exactly as it should. If youโve ever felt lost, stuck, or like your world is shifting in ways you donโt understand, youโre not alone.Join me in this journey of self-discovery as we dive deeper into who we truly are, and reclaim our power in future episodes. This is your invitation to embrace your path, come back home to yourself, and WAKE UP to the powerful Being that you are.๐๏ธthank you for being on this journey with me-๐ถ๐'๐ ๐๐ถ๐บ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ ๐ช๐๐๐ ๐จ๐ฃ! โกinfinite love, ๐ก๐ช๐ฎ
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โ๏ฝกยฐโฉ greetings beautiful beings! ๏ฝกยฐโฉ
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โ๏ฝกยฐโฉ greetings beautiful beings! ๏ฝกยฐโฉ
today I come to you with ๐ฐ๐ผ๐๐บ๐ถ๐ฐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ฑ๐ผ๐บ ๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ต ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฑ ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฑ ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐น๐ถ๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฎ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ด ๐บ๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฟ๐ถ๐๐๐ฎ๐น ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐๐ต-
as it would have sooner saved me from heavily internalizing other people's projections.
one day as I was reflecting on the general themes of my life,
I realized that the relationships within it were almost like a revolving door-
with people walking in... just to walk right back out.
for years I considered myself to be the problem, and to some degree I was.
but after diving into deep investigation on myself + these relationships,
I realized that ๐ฉ๐๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐๐จ ๐ ๐ง๐๐๐จ๐ค๐ฃ ๐๐ค๐ง ๐ฉ๐๐๐จ.
the more I moved into self awareness, the more I realized ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ ๐บ๐ถ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ฟ.
๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ.
so let's talk about it.
๐ถ๐'๐ ๐๐ถ๐บ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ ๐ช๐๐๐ ๐จ๐ฃ! โก
infinite love,
๐ก๐ช๐ฎ
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greetings beautiful beings!ย
here's your
โ๏ฝกยฐโฉย ๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฏ ๐๐๐๐ฟ๐ผ๐น๐ผ๐ด๐ + ๐๐ป๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ด๐ ๐จ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐๐ฒโ๏ฝกยฐโฉ
whew! these last few months have been *intense* to say the least.
with TWO ECLIPSES this past October, we were LAUNCHED into our own hero's journey.
in this episode we're going to unveil the story the cosmos have been trying to tell us and get into how that medicine will help you make this new astrological season of ๐ข๐ช๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ช๐ป๐ฒ๐พ๐ผ your โฉb***h.โฉ
it's WAKE UP! โก
infinite love,ย
โ หหหRaeห โ หหห.ย
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If you are ready toย change your lifeย and finally create the world you've been dreaming of living in...
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