In this deeply moving episode, J. Harrington shares her journey from devastating loss to powerful purpose. As a military spouse, J. faced the unimaginable when the Holy Spirit warned her she wouldn't keep her unborn son during Hurricane Florence. Through raw honesty, she describes her hospital experience, the reality of spiritual warfare, and her season of "rage praying" while staying close to God despite her anger.

J.'s story reveals how our greatest pain can become our most powerful ministry. Her loss transformed her into the person God needed her to be, ultimately leading her to writing "Swords Up," a Bible study that helps others understand spiritual warfare and use God's armour as both protection and weapon. Her transparent account of grief, faith, and divine purpose offers hope to anyone walking through their own dark seasons, showing that even in our anger and confusion, God's love remains constant, and His plans unfold for our good and His glory.