Doubters get special attention from Jesus in this 44th episode. When you feel full of doubt, shame or fear, take heart, you are in good company!  The first followers/friends of Jesus, didn’t just feel like  failures they actually were failures in the sense that they did not respond to extreme challenge they way they hoped they would.  After Jesus’ death he makes a point of visiting them to put them on the right track. The student Thomas gets specialized attention. 

John 20:19-31