Josh Brewer’s early childhood was defined by fear, instability, and survival. In this episode of Qavah, Josh shares what it was like growing up in an abusive home, where anxiety was constant and safety was never guaranteed.

From physical, emotional, and verbal abuse to extreme poverty and food insecurity, Josh recounts the realities of a childhood many never see. After his father went to prison, Josh and his siblings entered the foster care system, beginning years of instability, separation, and continued trauma.

This powerful story sheds light on what abuse can look like, how trauma impacts children, and the long road toward healing and hope.